****Disclaimer: The Intro line is does not mean that you'll get to meet the "slut/slave" part of me. I'm downright persnickity about who gets that far.****
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Slavery is surrender. Surrender of choice. Surrender of control. Surrender of self, in order to be more ones self.
I am a slave who is also a bit of a little girl. I hide my vulnerabilities with feisty behavior. I come across to some as not submissive, because I have such a strong personality. Actually, it is a matter of protecting myself until I can find that One I feel safe with & trust to reveal how deeply submissive I really am.
There is a freedom to slavery. Once you surrender yourself to a Master, you are then freed spiritually. Those that feel the call to slavery find themselves bound when autonomous. Once bound by slavery, their spirits are then free to be themselves. Free to answer the call to serve.
There is security to slavery. Much like an infant is comforted by being swaddled, the bonds of slavery comfort the slave. That security then allows the slave to be bolder in their lives, pushing limits. These limits arent necessarily related to BDSM play, but in all areas of their lives.
Slavery isnt about abdicating responsibility, self-control or self-discipline. It is, in fact, the acceptance of a greater level of all three. One has to be more willing to accept responsibility for ones actions & the repercussions of those actions. One has to have self-control & self-discipline, because if you cant control yourself then you cant grant that control to another. To be of service to another & do it well, you have to be able to act, think & perform without constant supervision. Being a slave gives a Master the right to micro-manage your life, but a smart Master prefers a certain amount of autonomy in their slave so that their lives run more smoothly. A slave that can anticipate the needs, wants & desires of their Master requires being able to think for oneself, plan & multi-task.
Hmmm...more about me...I am often blunt & to the point, but always seek to be as honest as possible...especially with myself. I am deeply sensual & very sexual. As you can see from the pictures I am blonde with green eyes & lily white skin. Many use various words to describe my body type...curvy, voluptuous, rubenesque, BBW, bodacious...*W* My measurements are 40DD-38-48. Traditional hour glass figure just well padded...*S* If, however, you are looking for slender then you will want to move on to the next profile. You will, however, be missing out on what many refer to as a very spankable tush...**WEG**
I have an eclectic assortment of interests from music, to crafty stuff, to reading, to college football, to fishing, to rodeos...and much more.
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My Ideal Person:
As a slave surrenders all consent upon entering service to a Master, it is therefore, that slaves ultimate responsibility to make sure that the Master she accepts is one that is complementary to her in all ways important to her. I need not only a Master, but a Daddy too. I need the control, the discipline, the protection, the cherishing, the guidance that comes with both. I need One who is all Dom, all the time, as I am not able to switch & need to be able to depend on that dominance to always be there. I cannot switch. One who knows the responsibility that goes that goes hand-in-hand along with the eroticism of a D/s relationship. One that knows that by providing the care, the comfort, the safety of His dominance; I will bloom & He will be rewarded with all of my sensuality, loyalty, love & devotion...essentially everything I have in me to give.
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