I consider myself to be
mischievous, sensual, passionate, fun, laughter..I love to feel the burn, to have it move through my body, creating the ache, the desire, building it into the animalistic urges it can reach. I do not like to play with just anyone for I like there to truly be a 'connection'. Could not be a sub who was not able to express her emotions, her desires, her curiosities.
In one sense, I guess I want my cake and eat it too for I also know I am hoping to find someone who still has the 'vanilla' side to them. It seems that those who totally engulf their lives into D/s or such lose parts which in a perfect world, I hope to find. lol,
I do have children and would need someone who understands the complications yet beauty they provide but thus impacting the 'relationship'. But yet that is what I hope to find, someone who I can be as naughty (or is that good) in the bedroom, yet can toss a line into the water side by side. Someone who cuddling up on the couch, or floor, or? is something that still stirs them inside. I guess that is why I wonder, do I want my cake and eat it too? Wanting to be treated as a fun and participating companion, yet giving you my all in the bedroom? Are there any others out there like minded? I would love to hear from you. Oh...want to add, guess I am BBW.. working on it but...I am what I am physically at this point.
Good luck in the search you are looking for, and have a wonderful day!...Ps..have come to find that I may want the tenderness of a Daddy Dom, not sure, but do know I melt under those actions 
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My Ideal Person:
I hope to one day find a man who can be both strong and tender, who loves you for who you are, who can be both romantic and firm. I want to (when I have the right person) to be taking to, and past some of those limits our bodies put on us. I want to learn, to be able to be free to feel all there is and more. I love to make love, to please, to be someones, but I know that does not come easily nor do I want it to.
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