12/21/08 Update:
While it is interesting to talk with people at a distance to me - I need to make this clear ... NO I will not relocate (that's why it says NO under that section - I have children living with me and professional, public life).. NO I'm not interested in a fly-in for tie-me-up and f*ck me adventure .... I am only interested in relationships near me. Please be clear on that and don't contact me to ask if I'll move to Illinois or California or fly to Estonia or France to meet you. Also, call me old-fashioned or narrow minded or whatever you'd like, but I'm looking for a contemporary - which is about a decade or so around my age. Having commonalities outside D/s is important. Thanks!
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I am a 47 year old very outgoing, take charge heterosexual woman who no one would ever guess is a submissive, but I am.
I think the Dominant/submissive relationship is most importantly mental and emotional - the physical is a given component - but I'm not a bedroom sub ... nor just a bottom ... neither am I a doormat and I have a very public life that must be respected.
I am pretty much height weight proportional, though I have allowed weight to creep back on this year still though ... rather a 40 & 50's glamour girl throwback - curvy "hourglass" shape!!! Former dancer, very flexible; long legs, 38D bust. Often told that I'm attractive and I'm not sure how I feel about that, but I've always held my own. I have (well, right now *g*) dark chocolate hair to the middle of my back, blue eyes, high-cheek bones (my American Indian ancesteral heritage is obvious in my bones and coloring).
No just sex contacts... no cybersex....
To be honest, I'm not sure what, if anything I'm looking for. When I first joined Alt ... almost 10 years ago, I was headed rapidly toward divorce. We separated, I had 2 relationships, but we reconciled on the way to divorce. Divorce. That has not happened and I honestly don't see it happening. Thus the center of my dilemma. Though we did discuss it and even try at it, he is no more Dominant than I am - I'm not sure where that leaves me. But, I am still deeply drawn by my submissive nature and wonder, often, "is this what my life will be."
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My Ideal Person:
Open, communicative, honest, fun.... the standard stuff!! Not interested in switches - I'm definitely a submissive! I'm not exactly **looking** for a relationship at this time, I feel like I've just gotten my heart whole again .. and without that, I can not fully submit. I'm just ... open!
But, a dominant who KNOWS what he wants. Knows what a submissive needs. Not only "likes girls" but truly LOVES women ... the gender - what makes us unique and special. And truly adores submissives -- knows that I am his other half and treats me that way -- as fully half of his life and soul. I will give all. It is all I can do. All in or all out. That is what I have to have as well. It is what I need. Deserve.
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