i am not really sure what i am looking for right now. i have been through some emotional bullshit in my past with a player who used me emotionally, but then haven't W/we all? i think i have things in perspective now, and i am trying to learn from mistakes made. i will tell Y/you that i am very much in the protection mode right now. It will take time for me to trust again. i seem to be a magnet for unavailable men... and i am sick of it!! *sighs*
Life is a learning experience!! *s* i am a 50-year-old divorced woman living near Columbia, MO. i am bi-sexual, and have a special appreciation for the soft curves of a woman's body... *weg* Girl-play is so very nice! i am submissive by nature, but know how to swing a flogger if the situation calls for it... *s* i can be somewhat of a pain slut... not for the sake of pain, but for the sake of the fire that it causes to burn within me... and the pleasures that soon follow... i have been in the lifestyle for about 6 years, but consider myself in a training stage... there is so much to learn, and i hunger for Someone to teach me...
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My Ideal Person:
I am mostly searching for open minded female subs as playmates and friends... i want to become friends... as i find that i have so very much in common with sistah subs.
As far as a Dom is concerned... in the big picture of things, i seek a Dom who understands that a true Dom takes on the responsibility of His submissive's emotional needs as well as her physical needs. When she submits her body and her soul to Him... she also gives her trust and her heart. i seek a Dom that understands that a submissive learns to love her Dom over time... If there is no caring and trust, then the relationship is only a game... and i don't like games. i seek Someone that i can trust with my heart... a friend, a lover, and perhaps Someone that i can ultimately share my life with... both the nilla side and the D/s side. Prefer Mid Missouri, as I have limited time to travel. Very interested in meeting someone who is intelligent and fun to be with. i enjoy intelligent conversation, shopping, nights out on the town, dancing, and generally having a great time! In play i want to test my limits and am open to trying new things... at least once... *weg* i seek a friend, a teacher, and a lover. i enjoy attending lifestyle events, i love to play in the dungeon, and i am not shy. Height and weight proportionate are a must. i am in fairly good shape *for a woman my age* rolls eyes....
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