Where do I start? I am 39 years old, married with kids, full time job. I tan, I'm cute, I am a larger sized woman. I'm very "normal" looking and acting on the outside.
There is a whole other side of me though. I have always tended toward sexual submissiveness even before I knew that was a term. I enjoyed following someone else's lead, being told what to do...I still enjoy this.
I've discovered the sex is even more exciting if there's bondage involved. Tie me, cuff me, blindfold me, gag me.....I love it all.
Much to my surprise I have found a liking for pain. I've always loved sex to be on the rough side but I mean pain of a whole different sort. Clothespins, clamps, paddles, needles, floggers...especially floggers!
Many times the anticipation of the pain is actually worse for me than the pain turns out to be. My mind goes crazy imagining the worst and I think I just have to safe word....but of course I don't. I just love the mind fuck of it all.
I've been told I'm a pain slut but I still won't agree to that label. I don't necessarily like the pain but I like the challenge of enduring it and I love knowing I've pleased my partner by accepting it from him.
I am here on alt to find potential Dom play partners. I also wouldn't mind making a friend or two, especially a submissive woman. It would be nice to have a friend who can relate to this kind of lifestyle.
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My Ideal Person:
I'm looking for people who are clean, fun and know how to play smart. Dom, sub, friend, playmate or not I would like to be able to carry on a conversation with you. A good sense of humor is important to me especially in this kind of play. Things can often go wrong, or not quite right, and I will laugh at those moments. I want you to be able to pass for "normal" in the real world just like I do.
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