"i'm selfish,impatient, and a little insecure. i make mistakes, i am out of control, and at times hard to handle.
But if You cant handle me at my worst, then You sure as hell dont deserve me at my best."
Marilyn Monroe
life was so much simpler when my clothes didnt match and boys had cooties.
she isnt perfect, she will annoy You, make You mad, say stupid things then take them back. But put all that aside, You'll never find a girl that loves and cares for You as much as she does.
Everyone sees who i appear to be, but only a few know the real me,You can only see what i choose to show, theres so much more You just dont know.
i may not be perfect, but i'm always me!!!!
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past~stop planning the future~stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel~stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel~Sometimes we just have to go with..... "whatever happens-happens"
Real women have curves.
(This girls favorite quote from the Gorean books)
"My condition, my status, is doubtless clear to you. Would it not be clear from the speaking of chains, and the collars, and such? You may find it objectionable. I do not. I love it. In it I find my fulfillment, my happiness, my joy! Perhaps you think what I am is degrading, and perhaps it is, but, if so, it is a delicious, precious, joyful degradation which I treasure, and in which I thrive and prosper, and one I would not , at the expense of my very life, have otherwise.
It is a thing of softness, heat, devotion, obedience, service, beauty, and love. In it I am happy, and fulfilled, completely, perfectly, totally as a total woman as I could be in no other way".
Dont think because she is a fatty, and 45 she is desperate..because SHE ISNT.
Dont think that if You say all the things that You think she wants to hear, that she will fall to her knees and submit to You, because SHE WONT!!!!
Dont think she is stupid and wont eventually figure out what You are all about, because SHE WILL.
Be her friend or her worse enemy,dont try playing Your stupid ass games with this slave, they are not needed nor appreciated...
And for fucks sake just be honest, its not that hard to do, she promises its not, she does it 24/7
ANYWAYYYY......
she tends to be "mouthy" and a bad girl sometimes (yes she admits to being disobedient some as well, but she is not perfect and never claimed to be)
Guess that may mean she is not a kajira, but then again maybe she is, but if being a carbon copy of anyone else is what it takes, than she doesnt want to be one either, because this girl is herself and noone else....
she "strives" to be prissi, and there are alot of good things to being her, in more ways than one.
prissi is a work in progress, she doesnt think that a collar validates who and what she really is, its the craving to serve, and please that burns in her belly that does that...
she is just trying each and everyday to learn more and better herself, with hopes that in doing so she will be a good girl more than not, and be pleasing. she doesnt desire to be like anyone else.....
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My Ideal Person:
SHE IS NOT LOOKING
If You say You dont want a "doormat" then mean it, because although a kajira/slave is held to a certain standard, even the ones in the books of Gor werent little robotic fixtures that nadued for hours and monotonly said "yes Master" "yes Master" as if they had no brain in there head to say anything else.
They were sassy, and alot of times mouthy wenches, that would push the limits, but still remembered their place and usually didnt cross the line.
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