WHY SHE WANTS A "NON-VANILLA" REALTIONSHIP
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she is whole on the outside,
Smiling, laughing, painted.
she's broken on the inside,
Crying, dying, tainted.
A mirror lying shattered,
Fragments of her disguise,
Only one thing shining clearly,
The heart behind her eyes.
Shallow as a rainy day.
A constructed identity,
The potterÂ’s wheel keeps spinning,
Un-molded, alone yet free.
Society lays prevailing,
she abides with such desire,
The fragments lay alone now,
she's destroying her own fire.
The unpassionate despair now,
Will destroy her fateless token,
On the outside she is whole now,
On the inside she lies broken.
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the need to be owned, possesed, tamed, controlled, used, abused....the desire to please, satisfy, listen, obey....the want of a Master is strong within her. without one she is broken and empty
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WHO IS SHE
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An enigma...an oxymoron if you will. A strong, independant, intelligent, sucessful, responsible, young black woman who has known of a side of her that is tired of controlling everything around her and yearning to let go. Like a flower without water, she will wither away if this need is not met.
What intrests her outside of submission is baseball (Cubs), wrestling, reading, writing poetry(dark), philosophizing, writing theories, astrology(she is a scorpio), debating any topic, and acquiring knowledge on any subject. she is a very diverse individual so approach with intelligence.
What does not intrest her is cyber domination, cyber sex, phone sex, or any other form of fakeness, as she is a real woman and expects those she interact with to be just as real
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My Ideal Person:
I am currently unowned.
ALL THAT SHE WANTS
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a true Master who will enjoy breaking her into a life of servitude. One who can tame her, mold her, teach her, protect her, care for her, treasure her and eventually love her as His/Her most prized possesion. One who is demanding, controlling, possesive, harsh, swift with punishment. One who will drive her to the level of submission she is capable of and keep her there. One who can accept a challenge.....
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