OK OK OK i'm re=writing this..smiles softly..wow who am i? that question i often go over in my mind numerous times a day..i am strong..i am weak..i am fearless..i am scared to death..i am gentle..i can be a bitch..i'm a realist on somethings..the others a complete dreamer..i'm not fat nor am i skinny..smiles..i'm curvy..i love my hair pulled..a knife ran across my ran across my body..deep teeth digging into my flesh..let me taste you..all of you..let me know you..all of you..i love to be held..caressed..to make love beneath a sky filled with stars a gentle breeze teasing caressing every inch of my body.. Grins...now if you've read this far then you know i'm a complex girl..and somedays not sure of who i am..and others...completely sure of it.. i'm the one that on a first glance will push You away keeping behind the safety of my walls knowing that what i need..what i want is on the other side..but afraid to peek over that wall Patience is a virtue...something You will have to have to get beyond that wall..but with that said..that is where the true jewel lies..i'm no better than anyone here..i'm no more special than any other here..i'm just me...
I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined, i want what i want and there is nothing wrong with that so try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty i hold within me..you won't succeed and if that makes me a bitch so be it i embrace the title and am proud to bear it
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My Ideal Person:
The one who can take my breath away..command me with just a glance..lower me to my knees with a look..a fierceness that owns all of me..One not afraid to push thru my walls..A patient man who won't push when i'm scared..A stern man who will not put up with my bullshit..A understanding man that realizes that my kids come first..A true Man..a Man who knows who He is what He wants and does not find any of this a game..
nothing last forever, so live it up, drink it down, laff it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances, and never have regrets, because at one point EVERYTHING you did was exactly what you wanted
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