UPDATE:
i am now under consideration by One. This lucky girl is now required to have her email monitored by Him and He will have control of my account 
Have i got your attention? Good! smiling softly...
I am a submissive. But that is but a word, and its meaning is so limiting that it cannot encompass who i am. My essence is so much more...
I am a romantic. I still cling to the notion that my One exists, and await the claiming of the Man i wish to devote myself to. I want my first time to be special, and refuse to surrender to Any but the One who will mark my mind and body perfectly. Random meaningless encounters do not hold the promise of the mental possession i seek. I save myself for One who is Worthy.
I am a sensualist. While longing to explore my boundaries and to be pushed beyond, the sensual aspects of BDSM particularly intrigue me. As i have never been taken, i really lack much knowledge. But i assume that even pain can be sensual. Degradation, humiliation and mean spirited play is not what i seek...
I am a strong woman in many ways who has been through so much in her life. I feel my roads are what led me to this inside and that which i need. But never mistake me for weak or unintelligent. Even when my emotions get the best of me or old scars hurt a little, still i come to this place where i wish to kneel out of my strength. I surrender out of strength and gain it in return.
I am not a slave and am not suited to someone who wishes to control every breath i take... I am a submissive. I wish to hold my own by Your side in the outside world, but desire to be Yours everywhere else...
I am also a divorced mother of a son who just graduated with my bachelor of science in psychology. What now???
I am intelligent, sensual, passionate, with a gentle heart. I love stimulating my mind, cuddling, romance, traveling, long drives, animals, and so much more...
I seek now to explore this inside myself, to embrace, heal, to feel, to become more. FOr my Master to be, i am an intensely loyal creature. If my needs are met and i feel cherished and protected and safe, i cannot help but to be devoted. My heart is just made that way. I am REAL. Are You?
Not to say that i dont wish to be treated roughly, commanded, chastised, used. But when its over, i need to be cuddled and told, "good girl." The affection you show me will keep me striving to please. The hunger in Your eyes will feed my own.
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My Ideal Person:
I am NOT here for cybersex, photo exchanging, or online fantasy. Really, dont waste Your time or mine. I have had enough of those who only pretend... Sweetie if You cant handle the worst of me You do not deserve the best of me...
I find that every relationship is unique, and how it expresses itself, and how it evolves, depends upon the people involved. What i find attractive in You will not be the same from person to person, and what You desire from me will vary to suit our relationship also. Thus to say what i ultimately seek is hard at best.
You must have intelligence and respect for others above all to stimulate me. And the mind is the bodies most potent sexual organ. Get in my mind, and then my heart, and i am Yours...
I need friends in this lifestyle. I need to learn and grow. I await my Master, but would love to get to know You in the meantime.
In the words of Nickleback,
I like your pants around your feet
And I like the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While your looking up at me
Youre like my favoite damn disease...
...And I love your lack of self-respect
While you passed out on the deck
I love my hands around your neck...
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard,
just to figure you out...
Hope ive already found You,
karielynn
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