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I am a Daddy's girl and pleasure slave owned and collared by Master M
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Woman
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| Birthdate: |
September 22, 1967
(41 years old)
Astrological Compatibility
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| Lives in: |
My Hideaway, District of Columbia, United States
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| Relocate?: |
Yes |
| Height: |
5 ft 2 in / 157-160 cm |
| Body Type: |
Slim/Petite |
| Smoking: |
I'm a non-smoker |
| Drinking: |
I'm a light/social drinker |
| Drugs: |
I don't use drugs |
| Education: |
Associate degree (2 years college) |
| Race: |
Caucasian |
| Sexual Orientation: |
Bi-curious |
| Speaks: |
English |
| Hair Color: |
Brown |
| Hair Length : |
Medium |
| Eye Color : |
Brown |
| Glasses or Contacts : |
Either |
| Activities Enjoyed: |
24/7 (Total Power Exchange); Age Play; Biting; Blindfolds; Bondage; Branding; Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc.; Chains; Cling Film; Confinement/Caging; Discipline; Domination; Hair Pulling; Lactation; Master/Slave; Power Exchange |
| I think about ALT lifestyle: |
All the time |
| Role: |
Submissive |
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Level of Experience: |
Whole adult life |
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Dress: |
Casual |
| Social Orientation
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Not Applicable |
| Safe Sex: |
Yes |
| Demeanor: |
Assertive |
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Body Decorations
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Earring(s)
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| Breast Size | : |
34 / 75 DD (E, if no DD)
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| Pubic Hair | : |
Shaved |
| Marital Status | : |
Attached |
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Have Children | : |
Prefer not to say |
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Want Children
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Happy with what I have |
| Occupation | : |
Master's babydoll |
| Religion | : |
Spiritual |
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41
year old
Woman
in
My Hideaway, District of Columbia, United States
Looking For:
Men, Women or Couples (man and woman) for erotic email exchange, Phone fantasies, Performing only (little or no contact), Watching only (little or no contact) or active participation
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 | | Hello, and welcome to my little corner of ALT. Let me begin by telling you I am a pleasure slave and Daddy's girl, owned and collared by Master M.
I am very much in love, and find endless joy through serving.
I am not here seeking physical intimacy with others. I am not here looking to serve others. Master M does not share his girl with others. Those who respect my status as stated, may contact me either through alt email, or comments to my blog entries. At times, I can be very slow to respond to email. If this is an issue for you, you may wish to turn your attentions elsewhere. On the rare occasion, I may send out a wink to those who send them to me. This is simply my way of saying hello and thank you. It does not mean I am interested in becoming yours. |
I am here with the full knowledge and consent of Master M. My purpose is to make lifestyle friends and to express my thoughts and feelings through blogging. I have been granted the latitude to speak freely with dominant and submissive members. I have learned so much through my contact with you all, and it brings me great joy to report back to Master with all that I think and feel regarding what I have learned. We have found this to be a great tool for teaching, as it gives Master countless topics on which to lecture, and gives me the opportunity to learn how to better serve.
The following is a piece I wrote, regarding my feelings towards love and submission. I still very much feel the same, however I am happy to say the fear I wrote of, is slowly fading away.
Of Love And Submission
By: Master M's pixiegirl | |
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I am a very passionate woman, and when I love, I love with my whole heart and soul. When I love, I am NOT afraid to express it. When I love, I do so with complete and utter vulnerability. Despite how it may appear, it is not a fearless act for me, and this is something I must face often and even at times on a moment by moment basis.
 I have noticed a reoccurring theme amongst the comments my beloved friends say to me. That theme is essentially this:
"Congratulations, I hope it
lasts a very long time." |
As I pause to reflect, I close my eyes and reach for that place inside of me which fears for the worse, that my relationship will fail. This is not a pleasant place to be for long, and instantly brings tears to my eyes. I feel the muscles in my gut become rock hard, nausea overcome me, and a feeling not unlike what one feels upon the death of a loved one overcome me. It makes me physically ill. The lump in my throat which has formed because of allowing myself to 'go there' is likely to be with me through the night. Why would I do this? Because I want to talk about what it means to really love someone.
| Despite what we are all told, love is not fearless. It is not all hearts, butterflies, flowers and starry nights. Love is bearing ones soul to another out of trust and with the intention of sharing ones very essence. Love is being vulnerable to the extreme. Love is opening ones self-up so deeply that the other could destroy one with a single look, word, or betrayal. To give anything less than this, to me is a total waste of time. Perhaps this is why I am submissive. I am completely willing to bare my soul to my Master, my Lover, while at the same time giving him every means I know of to destroy me. I trust him so deeply that I remove all of my protective layers and lay within his arms with my very heart exposed. In this exposure, I say I love you and I trust you. Submitting to my own sense of vulnerability and revealing the depths of my soul to the one I serve is a beautiful experience, one I thrive on. |
I have always loved this way, and I have always been hurt and betrayed. Why would I continue to subject myself to this possibility? For me, there is simply no other way to love, that is good enough, grand enough, and honest enough.
Do I worry I will be hurt in this process? Of course, I do, but to give anything less than my entire vulnerability to him, would be a waste of time and effort.
| Speaking from the point of view of a slave/submissive, there is an enormous mountain of fear to overcome in the process of turning my life over to another. This cannot happen overnight. It takes time, as well as facing my fears one by one, successfully. Each time we approach an obstacle and overcome it, my submission grows, my trust in him grows, and my love for him deepens. |
In my early days, I found myself puzzled by the term strength in submission. I wondered how it could be said that I am strong for being the weaker half of my relationship. Our relationship is not equal so to speak. Master is physically stronger, emotionally stronger, and intellectually stronger than I am. In many ways, he is the god I have chosen to worship. I have however, finally began to understand this term 'strength in submission'. It takes so much courage to bare ones heart and soul to another. It takes a huge amount of strength of character to face on a daily basis the fear of having this foundation we have so carefully and lovingly built, crumble before my eyes. It takes a giant leap of faith to say to ones Chosen One, Please Sir, may I have the honor of serving you, being molded by you, taught by you, cared for by you, because I truly believe that you are THE one I was born to kneel before.
I cannot fathom the strength it takes in that chosen ONE to accept such a huge responsibility.So, when I hear the words, I hope it lasts...I respond by continuing to love and submit to Master as if that were the ONLY possible outcome. To give him anything less, would not only be less than he deserves, but would be less than I deserve as well.
Our best wishes to all,
-Master-Daddy M's sweet pixie |
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My Ideal Person:
I am here to blog and make lifestyle friends.
I am NOT seeking anything beyond friendship.
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