If you make it to the end of my profile and are still interested in knowing more about me please check out my blog, jadedgypsy. It contains a great deal of information about me and my views on life and the lifestyle. Here is a list of posts that may be particularly useful since they are about the lifestyle and BDSM relationships...
Searching For Me
Shut the Fuck Up and Keep Talking
Cathartic Floggings
To Sir with Love?
dark desires...
trust me...
thoughts on my submission and masochism....
My Psyche and My Submission
I'm here searching for something that seems ever-elusive. I'm searching for a monogamous dom who desires a long term committed relationship - perhaps my very own master. I have been involved in the lifestyle for about 10 years, and I have yet to find what I seek. I had a couple false starts. At one time I even thought I had finally found exactly what I wanted. But, no such luck. Life is funny though. I realize now that there was a purpose to those past relationships. I once questioned if I was capable of a 24/7 TPE. I had something close to that for a short period and found it to be an environment in which I could grow and thrive.
I'm an open-minded, masochistic, hedonistic submissive. I enjoy many aspects of BDSM. I love bondage, pain, and humiliation. Tie me up. Take complete control of me - body, mind, heart, and soul. Take me where no else has.
Here's the catch.... I want it all. I want to be inspiration, slave, whore, and confidante to my master. I also want a friend and lover. I'm looking for the one who can complement and inspire me. I need to know that you understand my submission to you is a gift. It is a gift I don't take lightly or give to just anyone. After all, if I were to do that, it wouldn't be much of a gift, would it? I want to be spoiled and pampered - when I deserve it. And punished when I don't. I'm looking for a passionate love affair.
I am feisty and opinionated. I speak my mind. And, I expect to be listened to and taken seriously. I am definitely not for all doms. I will push buttons. And, I have an understanding that with those traits there will at times be consequences. I've been hurt and would even say that I have been broken. (Thus the jaded part of my name.) But, I am not looking for someone to fix me. I don't need to be saved. I need someone that will love me and respect me for who I am now.
I'm loving, caring, honest, and loyal. I'm sensitive and passionate. And, at times I cross the line and become emotional. I'm intelligent, educated, independent, and self-sufficient. But, there's something missing. Someone to come home to. Someone to take care of me. Someone for me to take care of.
I have a wide variety of interests. I love baseball and bleed Red Sox red. I like football too. I am somewhat politically minded and am a liberal. I enjoy travel, movies, music, and photography. I love to cook and am quite good at it. I like good beer and wine though I am certainly no connoisseur. I enjoy art but I'm no expert. I enjoy reading. I also love the vast wasteland of TV.
Above all I am the sum of my parts. I am not simply sub, masochist, whore, slut, or cunt. I am also definitely not a slave - though, with the right ONE I do possess slave-like qualities. I am a multifaceted person, and have an expectation of being treated as such. There is a time and a place for everything. Everything I do here on alt from my profile to my blog to my erotic stories to my videos and my time on webcam is all a part of me. It is all me. It is all designed to let others see different parts of me with the intent that once they see those parts they want to know more.
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My Ideal Person:
Hmmm...... I guess this is where I get to describe my perfect man. So here it is. I'm looking for a dominant, sadistic man. One who is educated, professional, intelligent, patient, passionate, and articulate. I want a man that can make me laugh, and will laugh with me. If you can laugh at yourself, that is a huge plus. I want a man with a strong sense of self. One who possesses wit and wisdom. And, one who understands what it means to possess me. I need a man that isn't afraid to earn my trust and one who will not take that lightly.
I'm looking for a man that isn't afraid to love or to be loved. I'm looking for a man who is kind compassionate, and caring. And, one who is dangerous. A man that can stop me in my tracks and take my breath away with a single look or soft spoken word. I need a man that can - and will - rein me in, but isn't afraid to let me run wild. And, last but not least, I'm looking for someone that is a non-smoker and drug and disease free.
If you are looking for a doormat, I am not for you. Ultimately, I expect to be respected. Yes, I will be your sub, your whore, your bitch, your cunt and possibly your slave. But, you must earn the right to those parts of me. If you are one that thinks that by virtue of a self imposed title you deserve my respect, please pass me by. Respect is something that must always be earned - even when you call yourself sir, dom or master. And, if you think that, "On your knees and suck my cock bitch" is a phrase that can be used as a way of getting things started then I really am not for you at all.
Deal breakers - if any of the following apply to you I would NOT be interested in pursuing a relationship with you:
~~smoker
~~drug use
~~married, engaged, or otherwise attached
~~living or looking to live a poly lifestyle
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