Very feminine, loving, warm, good sense of humor, affectionate, passionate, erotic and sensual. i have been feeling these longings for something more, something missing that i could not admit to myself or anyone else, but now i know i have to communicate my deepest need for submission before it's too late. This need inside me is too powerful to ignore and my hope is to find someone who understands and accepts my new self awareness. i am not a inept person, i can take care of myself and hold my end of a conversation, but yet i long for a Dominant man in my life who will take control and take complete charge. i realize this may be too much to expect to find in an online website such as this, but at the same time, it isn't like you can just announce this sort of thing during your average dinner date. So, i'm taking my shot here in the hope that there is someone out there that "gets" me or feels the same way.
i'm the kind of girl who likes feeling cared for, totally girly, submissive and i want to learn more about D/s (all that i can). i'm not sure if i'd be ready for a 24/7 lifestyle right away, but anything is possible if i find someone who is willing to be a patient teacher.
i feel sure that i'm as far from a real masochist as i can be, but still there are things that i can't deny turning me on... being tied down, blindfolded and helpless, spanked, made to surrender, feeling the release take place as i let go of all control. Exploring new territory, pushing boundaries and discovering new ones. Being taken out of my comfort zone and knowing i am NOT the one in control over such things any longer.
Sexually, i am STD free. i'm also very open-minded and love all sorts of sex, from oral (giving & receiving), to vaginal and anal penetration. Not shy about swallowing cum or receiving facials, or full body cum shots. i'm definitely NOT the missionary only position, lights off, under the covers, on Saturday night type. i like to have a man who will take me whenever he feels like it, the grab me by the hair/throw me down type and take it type...or demand that i strip and kneel for him in the middle of the floor, wherever the mood strikes him. "Control" ---it's what i want, what i need from You, complete Dominance and control.
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My Ideal Person:
Age, and looks have very little to do with this. It's more about attitude and chemistry between two people. i would prefer someone close to my age or older, but a little younger might be ok, if the attitude and connection is right. NOT interested in married or attached men, couples or other women. i know a committed relationship is not something that happens overnight, so i'm not expecting to move in with someone on the basis of one correspondence..don't ask. Eventually, my intention is for a full time, live-in, committed D/s relationship, but i'm eager to get to know the person and learn what it is that makes U/us great together, in order to make it right for both. i need patience, but i also need a good strong Dominant, take charge type of fellow who i can feel safe with, who i can let go with, and ultimately surrender all of me to. i'm not a church-mouse or doormat, but understand that i do long for that Dominant control in my future partnership.
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