Okay
so where to begin. This is always the hardest part, trying to come up with something that describes what you are looking for and also doesnt scare everyone away
lol
What am I looking for
well that changes from day to day. Sometimes its a dominant man to use me, abuse me and make me his slut
sometimes its a dominant man to just hold me . Sometimes its a submissive man who would enjoy being submissive with me to my current Master and Mistress but is also looking for a lover. Sometimes its a dominant woman to use me, abuse me and make me her slut
and again sometimes a dominant woman to just hold me. Sometimes its a dominant couple where I can get the best of both worlds.
Heres my current situation
Im collared to a dominant couple that I love a great deal. Ideally I would like to find a submissive/switch male who could fit into our poly family
but ultimately its someone I can have a physical relationship with. I love my owners very much and cant stand the thought of not being a part of their family, and they love me a great deal as well
but our relationship is not a physically sexual one. I serve them and play with them, but all my physical pleasure comes from toys. Both they and I know that I need more than that
so here I am, hesitantly searching for the next chapter in my submissive journey. Where that is going to lead me I dont know
and a part of me is very scared by that as I have been with my owners now for a long time
almost 3 years and collared to them for just over a year.
About myself
Im very service oriented. I try very hard to be submissive in my demeanor but years of having to be independent sometimes makes me question tasks or be opinionated about them which frustrates my current owners at times
but I am trying to work on that. I have a strong interest in bondage which we currently dont get to do much of. Not so much severe bondage but Im open to trying it. I actually enjoy a lot of different types of play, from electric to impact, from ice to saran wrap. My limits include the usual stuff
kids, animals, blood and permanent marking/scarring. Other than that Im open to trying most things at least once and Ill let you know after that. Vanilla wise
I enjoy playing different sports, riding my motorcycle, movies, reading, playing rock band and cuddling. Im very touchy feely in that I enjoy holding hands, massaging, kissing and just being in contact with the person I love.
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My Ideal Person:
Things I can tell you about what Im searching for
someone local as I moved to be with my current Master and Mistress and am not looking to do that again right now. Someone who is fairly near my age, preferable within 10 years of my age
not that this limit rules out anyone over 10 years my senior or junior, it's just that psychologically Im just not overly comfortable with anyone more than 10 years my senior. The reverse is also true
anything more than 10 years younger Im also not overly comfortable with. Im looking for something real time so if we click online I would hope that we could arrange a meeting fairly soon.
As to the type of relationship Im looking for
as I said earlier, ideally I would like to find someone who would fit into our poly family but ultimately Im looking for someone I can have a kinky sexual relationship with. As to the type of kinky relationship
honestly Im still trying to figure out that part. I would have to say definitely not a Master or Mistress/slave relationship. To me being a slave means having no say in anything and I have too many independent tendencies to do well in that type of relationship. Outside of that Im still working it out as I do enjoy being submissive and the idea of someone who can own me and control me. The idea of going out in public and you controlling me in some way is very exciting to me, whether thats through me wearing some sort of harness or a butt plug or a vibrating egg. If my partner ended up being submissive or switch Im very turned on by the idea of us serving my current owners together and the things they may make us do. Ill admit that the idea of a couple is a huge turn on as well as I do enjoy both sexes very much.
Okay
I think thats it for now, but as always subject to change. I look forward to talking to you soon!
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