Well this has been and continues to be a fascinating journey. I am finding my way through this with the help of Sir. I have longed to belong to someone since learning about it. When I first heard of this lifestyle I believed it truly to be a fantasy, a work of fiction. Now, I find that it can be a reality - that someone can put me in the mindset of "O" or "Beauty". Knowing that I can trust Him enough to not hurt me and to not do something that will be detrimental either physically or mentally.
Submission has a totally different meaning to me now. I have learned that being submissive isn't an all the time thing - reality sets in and you do what you need to do. O/our relationship has grown to the point that I know we can survive. It isn't just a play thing and he is an awesome partner. I wrote this in a blog, but I feel it is important to write here as well - I don't want someone to complete me, I want someone that will compliment me. I have found that in him, and hope that I am that for him as well. Things that I have thought I wanted before have turned out to be not true - I enjoy growing together and discussing things that we both want. I may beg to be allowed or be given time when I am unsure, but in the end if He truly wants it I will do it. I struggle with my rational side at times with this, but having someone there to support and at times insist is very important.
This will probably be an evolving profile as I learn more about myself so I appreciate the patience.
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My Ideal Person:
I have found SirDrRob. He is truly the one I want to be with from now on. He has been amazing - from the Dom side to the friend. i enjoy talking to him, love the submission to him! It looks as though being with him will be a full-time thing.
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