Mijn Ideale Persoon:
Being submissive and how I feel about being with either male or female dominant partners or playmates:

With a male, he is proactive, determined, strong (mind and will), forceful with his hands, firm with his touch. He works well with rope, is trustworthy, and quite capable of taking me beyond my expectations and limitations, while also being absolutely knowledgeable of and well practiced at bringing one back into reality. He is absolutely respectful with regards to not crossing certain boundaries. I am a total bottom submissive with my male partner or playmate. Oral, anal, rough, hard sex... It is simply a must.

with a female things are a bit different. She is assertive, strong minded, independent, and has an insatiable appetite for being a leader. She surely is willing to experiment with me as her partner or playmate, and carries no misconception that sexually - She will be in control, that our sexual relationship will be an equal partnership, where trust in all things is key, and always adhered to. She is not afraid of tying, slapping, instructing, or dominating me in any way, shape, or form. She is forceful when the need arises. If that means being harder than normal - then so be it. She knows that my passion is penetration and pain. I am more than willing and able to switch the roles, to where I can be either dominant or submissive. However, submissiveness is my primary calling. With women, in a sexual manner, I feel more of an equal balance. Perhaps it is a part of the hidden masculinity in which I keep burrowed deep inside... Perhaps it is just a part of who I am. I feel more at ease being around females, therefore, I am able to open up and feel as if I have more free range. We relate more easily, so conversation and dialogue is always a plus.

Bottom line. Physically, I am incapable of maintaining a lasting erection. Coupled with the fact that I am a diagnosed Male to Female Transgender person, and my absolute preference for maintaining the female role of any relationship, an erection is for me is a pointless waste of time. With a top male, that matters very little, so on my behalf, there is little need to be concerned about it. Life is a double edged sword, however, and since I cannot maintain an erection, intercourse with a female is next to completely impossible. It has been nearly 8 years since I have had sexual contact with a female, and less time than that since I was last with a male. I want that to change.

In the role: I am the feminine, I am the submissive, at times humiliated, belittled, objectified, abused, used, and worn out. during a sexual session, it is not beyond the scope of reason that I may be called names, or that force may be used in order to ensure my compliance. Nipple and breast play are becoming something that I absolutely enjoy, so when it comes to finding something to work on with me - Go for the nipples. Breath play is an interest of mine, and choking during sexual play is an absolute turn on for me. One must remember, however, that trust is a must. I'm not certain yet about bag play, or smothering. Trust, surely must be completely established in order for me to give that part of me to anyone. There is no scat play. Absolutely not. Always and only age compliant!!! I do not play unless you are over 21, so don't even try it

On a good day, you may be able get me to say: "yes" I am transgender. After all, being transgender has nothing at all to do with one's sexual preference, but has everything to do with one's gender identity and expression. So please don't think for one moment that you can throw a bisexual, gay, lesbian or whatever "sexual" tag onto me. I does not work for me. I am just me, and I prefer what I prefer, when I prefer it. I dislike tags. I don't like being called a man. Moreover, I loathe it. Since Identifying who it is I truly am, being male is the last thing on earth that I would ever want to be... It just will not happen. I am working to enhance this body which has been given to me. In an effort to become that on the outside which matches with what is on the inside, I take my medication daily and bi-weekly. It will go on forever - The medication. Until I have physical changes made, and even then, medication must continue (only at lower doses).

Well, for now that is it. I know these thoughts are quite scattered, and may be a bit hard to read, follow, or even fathom... You should see me on a bad day... My mind is always running circles around and through life.

I'm a very nice and discrete person. Looking for new friends to connect with. Making connections here: I want to meet people who don't care about crossing the gender line. I am FB bisexual,Geralynn and Batywill try anything I was born a genetic male, but that doesn't stop me from pursuing my inner feminine qualities, and bringing them out. That person is a wonderful girl who has an awful lot of love to share for that right person. If you're interested in learning more about me, then maybe we can connect here, and start something wonderful.