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Definitely prefer men since I'm [B]NOT[/B] bi, I'm not young but my mind thinks I am sometimes. I've been reading about bdsm for quite a few years and it really gets me hot. I had one boyfriend try out some bondage, spanking and light flogging on me. I really enjoyed it but it wasn't really his thing so he didn't know what to do. I want someone to teach me about it. The thing is I don't think I'm specifically submissive, but definitely not dominant either and I'm positively not a pain slut. So I guess I'm in between someplace.
However as an update to the above thoughts, having communicated with several people online, I'm learning more about myself. I indeed may fall closer to submissive than I originally thought and I seem to enjoy some pain that I didn't even think was possible. MMMMMM it seems I really like the thought.
Here's update number two I guess. I think I'd like to update rather than erase. It will show me how far I''ve come along the way. I now have a new Master! And he's being generous enough to allow me to play with others with his permission. Isn't that fantastic? I believe he falls right into my desires for my ideal person and I can't wait to see where he takes me on my submissive journey through life. So far he has been beyond wonderful and always fair. I love his punishments and his praises. He knows how to push my buttons and make me HOT!
Update number three. I have happily been collared by a Mistress who works with my Master to keep me in line. And I am very happy. I have put up a new photo to show off my collar. Enjoy everyone.
In my general travels I have decided that I should mention that I am definitely [B]NOT[/B] a switch and have no desire to be one. So if you're looking for one, please don't look at me. Thanks for your interest, but not in that regard.
There are things I'd like to try and things I wont touch.....HARD LIMITS: that I'm aware of so far....no blood, needles/piercing, pussy, breath play, fisting, enemas given by someone other than myself, age play in relation to adult baby, branding, electrotorture, sex with other women, gang bangs, face slapping, being spit on or puking. No animals or either.
So far that's what I'm aware of.
OK so UPDATE number Four. Well I made it passed a hard limit last night interestingly enough. I said I wouldn't play with needles, but I finally got brave enough to really try them last night. Jury is still out on them but I'll post the photo. A footnote to this would be I have tried surgical staples and found I actually like them much better than playing with needles so far. I have yet to find where I can say I enjoy the needles part.
Also, in regards to electrotorture I have found a tens unit can be interesting, but a big no on the violet/neon wand types.
The 5th update. I am extremely happy to say I have found a Dom who understands me completely. Knows my kinks and pushes my limits in a good way. I will be receiving my collar from him shortly and I consider myself very owned by him. It has been a wonderful journey getting to know him and I hope we will enjoy a very long durable relationship. He is a wonderful addition to my first collar from my Mistress and together they make me the happiest of subs. Thank you both for the joy in my life. ever and always, your slut, pet and toy!
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My Ideal Person:
A man who wants to teach me about dominance and submission and where I fall in that category. Someone who will value and appreciate me as a person and a sub. Someone who can look past a not 'perfect' body and see a good personality. Someone to have fun with and play kinky games with. Long term depends on what and who I find.
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