Extra points for whomever can identify the original speaker of that quote without googling it. My name is Storm, and I'm a 31yr old military disciplined, old guard trained submissive. My profile went dark three years ago because I received a cancer diagnosis. I walked away for two reasons...
1: I wanted to focus all of my attention on beating it.
2: I had the common sense to know that no master wants to be saddled with a broken toy.
I had a decision to make as I am in remission now. Remission is not a cure it is time, so what should I do with it? I could walk away knowing it will eventually come back or I could treat my search like I've treated this disease, a challenge I'm not ready to give up. I'm here so you know my choice.
Ideally I am looking for an old guard master as that is how I was trained. I have no interest in a new school Dom that is one way or the other. All sadism, or worse bottoming from the top. I am not solely a degredation object any more than I am a frightened little girl in need of constant affirmation as a requires. I need the balance that the old guard gives. Age is unimportant, just be fit enough to give the corporal and sexual discipline I need. I don't mean to offend, but those masters who are what I'm asking for know this is not my asserting control, it is a candid, forward opening of negotiation, and to those masters of the old school, those gentleman Doms I can't wait to hear from you.
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My Ideal Person:
My ideal master would be one who has at least ten years experience in old guard protocol BDSM. A man who knows submissive doesn't mean brainless and wouldn't have a woman that was.
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